I watched all your pins drop and I didn't hear a thing.

Jamie=checkered blue button-down beclad and diggin'.

Everything that's been waiting to happen seems to be happening now.

*Confronting mum about her drinking
*Keith getting out
*My potentially playing and singing with Keith in Portsmouth as sorta a summer job
*Dad's finally admitting to being sick and soon starting treatment
*My puking for the first time in years (minor, but notable enough to me)
*My realization of something that's been lurking about for a while and is now rearing its head (Haha, I will elaborate for select few)
*Cheyenne's graduation from Hesser
*School finally almost getting out
*Falling asleep in school. CONSTANTLY.
*I feel like I'm leaving out something really significant :-\

It's really strange to me that everything chose now, I guess. I dunno, I just want to talk about it, but I don't want to be all whiny and complainy and emo. It's like...I want to tell people all this stuff, but for once I'm holding back. Don't ask, generally, don't tell. Except for here, haha.

Waiting for some thunderstorms; there's been plenty of rain so far this summer :-\.

On the bright side, soon I'll be staying up and sleeping in every day and finally letting the larynx get some recognition from people who don't know me. Does that make me a whore? ;) Earning up for a cello and college that way, hopefully. And by the looks of things regarding dad's treatment, we won't be going to Florida this summer, which is just fine by me. I'm looking forward to just staying home.

I had my last tape test of the year today, and I finished pretty early, which is unlike me. I feel pretty confident about it. I've aced all my others so far this year :). Also, I got a 100% on my Chorus competency, which I don't entirely get, because I think I tend to sing too loudly and with too heavy of a timbre to match the other singers in my section. The competency was for Blend and Balance...hmm. I always luck out.

Also, our concert last Wednesday went really well! And Mr. Quigley and Mrs. Clark's folks did an awesome job. They put on such a show; I wish y'all'd been there. Now that is a contraction if ever I did see or type one.

Mm, yees.

~James